Monday, October 05, 2009
i am so useless.
everyone is feeling so troubled and stressed up over everything and yet i don't know anything.
i cause people alot more burden.
i change their happiness to burden. i sort of guessed it, but i rlly got hit quite badly when those words came out.
i fail to lighten everyone's burden and instead created more and allow it to escalate.
When was the last time i felt all this? whn i was in the same shoes. thn maybe the shoes shouldn't have been worn in the first place
im sorry. i rlly am. very sorry.
i failed horribly as head
Monday, September 28, 2009
give me strength to carry myself on. to encourage others to carry on.
pls dun come crushing down on me.
maybe i overestimated my strength.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
To quote guowei, " this yuletide cheer,reminds me of why i spend christmas eve carolling through pespiration and tired voices.and now i know why. "It's time like this over and over again that allows me to push all xmas eve party away and to wake up early in the mornings for xmas day, to do the thing we love most. =)
May xmas come again soon.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Call me a silly girl. I cried again when I fail my driving test again.
It was this whole feeling of injustice.
And I dun seem to be able to get over it.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
I LOST MY MOBILE PHONE!
The thing is that I am not convinced that I lose it.
I did everything possible, and I think it just don't make sense that I can't find my phone.
I was on the cab with ch.
kl called when I was in the cab, so I am sure I did bring my phone along.
Cab reaches yishun mrt and I alighted to let ch out of the cab.
Thn I continue my cab journey home.
Abt 2 mins later, I decided to use my phone.
And I can't find it alrdy! The cab uncle was nice enough, he called my mobile and I search the whole cab for my phone.
When I still can't find it, I asked the uncle to go back to the place where ch alighted, in case i dropped it on the road.
I went back to the same road where ch alighted and search for 15mins! and its rlly gone.
Came back home kept calling my phone for abt an hour, until it was turned off, finally.
Either, the battery died becox i call too much or someone took it and off it.
I LOVE MY PRETTY PHONE SO MUCH, why did I have to lose it?
the phone now are not pretty at all. the few pretty ones are so expensive
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Monday, May 19, 2008
Go the Distance I have often dreamed, of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome, would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face
And a voice keeps saying, this is where I'm meant to be
I'll be there someday, I can go the distance
I will find my way, if I can be strongI know ev'ry mile, will be worth my while
When I go the distance, I'll be right where I belong
Down an unknown road, to embrace my fate
Though that road may wander, it will lead me to you
And a thousand years, would be worth the wait
It might take a lifetime, but somehow I'll see it through
And I won't look back, I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track, no, I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope, but I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance, and my journey is complete
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart
Like a shooting star, I will go the distance
I will search the world, I will face it's harms
I don't care how far, i can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms
I will search the world, I will face it's harms
Till I find my hero's welcome, waiting in your arms ---------------------------------------------------------------------
Every single word of this song relates so well to ajchoir.
The senior know how it works, and now the juniors too.
I am very proud of their wonderful performance last night,
but I am more proud that they understood what no importa la distancia is all about.
On a side note, at the rate that we are being called old ppl I think we would soon have a natural tendency to think that we are rlly old whn we are not. Haha....
YAYS! to the alumni. This performance means alot and I am proud to be part of it.
Thanx to those who came! Really touched to know that! And to melsim and hy for the scream, yes I heard them.
ajchoir
sing, feel, love
